You're still the best driver in your company. That's the problem.
- Revenue went up. Your take-home didn't. More trucks, same paycheck, more headaches.
- Your best driver sets the rules. You raised his pay so he wouldn't leave. Now he picks the loads and you don't push back.
- You dispatch from the sleeper. Phone in one hand, wheel in the other, and a broker on hold.
- You haven't looked at your CSA scores this month. Or you have, and you'd rather not talk about it.
- Maintenance happens when something breaks. Usually on a Friday, usually in another state.
- You couldn't take a week off. Not because you're needed. Because nothing runs without you.
None of that means you're bad at this. It's what it looks like when a fleet outgrows the way it's run. You built a job that needs three trucks' worth of you. The next step is trimming the chaos so you can see the whole fleet and run it on purpose.
